Damn it sure has it's twists doesn't it? My mom's shitty boyfriend kicked her outta the house earlier tonight. That just really put me in a rage, after all she's done for him that piece of shit has the nerve to say get out. The next time I see him his bitch ass is dead. With that aside, things are going pretty well. School is going great for a change and life at home seems to be less stressful. Alot of unanswered questions still rome my mind late at night thought. When all the lights are out and theres no noise, thats when I hear myself. Alot of negative and positive thoughts, more negative though. I've always been like that though, I've never been a real "happy" person. The other night I was thinking about my personal life and how that is going, which its pretty much going the way its always been...like shit. Its ironic how everything else can be okay, but my personal life is always shitty. Ahh...oh well. I guess I'll get over it. I haven't really been on the computer lately. I guess its because I've been real busy with school and all. Damn I just really wish I wasnt me somtimes. I don't know if anyone else feels that way sometimes, but I know I do.